turning 20, I felt obligated to blog something meaningful, something of value for the people who take time to read my entries aswell as the people in my life. I mean, thats the least i can do right?
anyway, it just wouldnt be like me to type up something really good, and really noteworthy or insightful in a few minutes, so I'll make this quick and half-ass the words (as I do need to watch the Simpsons box set my cousins bought me - teehee somethings never change) BUT try to convey the meaning of those words the best way I can.

*karma is real. so respect other ppl
*the more you want to quit smoking, the more you can't
*sometimes the worst of girlfriends make the best of friends and vice versa
*before starting every relationship be sure of her/his mental stability. sometimes they can hide that inner psycho real well.. I've found out the hard way. seriously.
*God makes you wait, but pray regardless.
*religion enforces belief and heaven does not open its gates for empty prayers. why go to church and not listen to the sermons, when you can worship God at a greater capacity at home? know yourself, and then you will know God.
*read the bible. believe it or not, it helps alot.
*meditate/grab as much rest as you can coz when you hit 20 all that time to sleep will go down the drain.
*be active, read and learn as much as you can. coz when you hit 20 you'll start forgetting that shit. lol
*throughout your life you'll meet friends and enemies. the thing is, the line seperating them can get so tranparent you wouldn't know who is who. just remember, the guy who's always laughing at your jokes is the guy who's playing you for a fool. the guy who isnt afraid of being honest with you is the guy who'll confront you if an issue rises. and the guy who doesn't laugh at your jokes at all, and barely speaks to you is a bastard, so fuck him.
*for me, loyalty is paramount. its either you're with me, or you're against me. so i say, choose sides or fuck off.
*dont expect friends to jump into your fights, expect them to be there in the end regardless of the outcome.
*loyal friends are hard to find. so hold onto them and treat them like family.
*live life to its fullest, theres no telling whats waiting in the wings.
*dont be pretentious. just coz you do a nursing course, doesn't give you the right to talk to people like theyre fucking 15th century peasants with no idea of human anatomy.
*try not to condescend so much. im guilty of this, but at least i admit it. :)
*TRY to be humble, its hard, but try.
*try to smile more often. it does help brighten up the mood of the room.
*be openminded.
*Lighten up for Godssakes!
*just cos he fucks you, it does not mean he likes you! Lol
*be smart and think for yourself. work to break convention, and make the effort to be somebody.
*being a mama's boy isn't so bad. you get better presents than kids who fight with their parents.
*not having a father doesn't make you any less of a man. live to be the better man, for your family, for your mother, but most importantly for yourself.

yeah i know, some cliche, but these are the words I live by. :)
anyway,
im off to bed.
josef

Wishlisting:
1. Distinction or Higher on my Assignments :)
2. More time
3. Less work, but More Pay
4. The Simpsons Season 2-13 box sets (1 down)
5.  That $800 Swiss watch :D